deb,I imagine you are trying to get your head around what has just happened.i'm in shock myself..... However, if you need anything..... I am here for you.Whether it be to pray together at the top of the butte, to gather some positiveforces..... or just to listen......Please let me know what your schedule is for surgery..... so I can concentrateon wellness for you then....You Know Without a Doubt How much I Love you.....and I guess we don't get to know why we get certain tests put in our path....i do know this.....You are far bigger than anything physical I can imagine.....and still I am so sorry that this speed bump is yours.hugs to you and Don....susie b