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I CANT BELIEVE ITS OVER. IT HAS NOT REGISTERED YET. EVEN THOUGH ITS ONLY BEEN 6 MONTHES, IT FEELS LIKE A LIFETIME AGO. WHAT A JOURNEY THIS HAS BEEN. SO MANY FEELINGS. GUILT, PAIN, SADNESS, FEAR AND WHEN I AM IN THE MOMENT, INCREDABLE JOY. FACING MY OWN MORTALITY HAS HELPED ME TO REALIZE WHAT IS TRULY IMPORTANT. LOVE AND SIMPLY LOVE. LOVE FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND THE WORLD AROUND ME. MY HAIR IS ABOUT AN INCH AND A HALF, NOT QUITE LOG ENOUGH TO WEAR OUT YET. ITS TOO COLD. MY HUSBAND AS IVE SAID BEFORE HAS BEEN SO INCREDABLE. IM VERY FORTUNATE. DONT WASTE A MINUTE IN THE PAST OR FUTURE, WE ONLY HAVE NOW, THIS MINUTE. READ A NEW EARTH, IT IS SUCH A GREAT BOOK. I HAVE LEARNED THE MEANING OF LIFE, BEING IN THE PRESENT. LOVE, DEB