MERRY CHRISTMAS

THANKYOU WENDY FOR THAT LOVELY LETTER. YOU LEFT OUT SOMETHING VERY IMOIRTANT, THAT YOU AND MATT GOT MARRIED RIGHT AFTER WE DID OUR RENEWALS. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL AND SO SPECIAL. I FELT SO BLESSED TO BE A PART OF YOU AND MATTS LOVE AND THAT MARY AND JOHN WERE THERE TOO. YES THE DOLPHIN EXPERIENCE WAS INCREDIBLE I WOULD SUGGEST IT TO ANYONE. SHEOLI THE WOMAN WHO TOOK US OUT IS ONE OF THE MOST POSITIVE AND SPITITUAL PEOPLE I HAVE EVER MET. I WOULD LOVE TO DO ONE OF HER SPIRITUAL RETREATS. THIS HAS DEFINATELY BEEN A CHALLENGING TIME IN MY LIFE. IM LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW AT MY BEAUTIFUL NEIGHBORHOOD BLANKETED IN SNOW AND I AM FILLED WITH HOPE AND RENEWAL FOR THE WORLD INCLUDING MYSELF. SOMETIMES IT IS HARD NOT TO QUESTION GODS PURPOSE FOR ME IN THIS SHORT JOURNEY OF LIFE. IVE QUESTIONED WHY ME, I HAVE ALREADY BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH. I CRY AND SIT WITH MY EMOTIONS AND WHAT I COME UP WITH IS WHY NOT ME? EVERY EXPERIENCE I HAVE HAD HAS MADE ME WHO I AM AND I KNOW THIS EXPERIENCE WILL LEAD ME TO MY NEXT LEARNING WHICH I KNOW WILL BE ADVOCATING FOR WOMEN WITH OVARIAN CANCER IN SOME WAY. IM NOT SURE HOW JUST YET. I AM ALSO REMINDED OF ALL MY WONDERFUL MEMORIES AND GREAT FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT LOVE ME AND HAVE TAKEN SUCH GOOD CARE OF ME. LIFE IS DIFFICULT SOMETIMES, AND IT IS ALSO FILLED WITH WITH JOY, LAUGHTER, LOVE, HOPE, PEACE AND SO MUCH MORE. ALL I HAVE IS THIS MOMENT AND IN THIS MOMENT I FEEL GRADITUDE AND I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE AGAIN FOR ALL YOUR CARING AND LOVE. MERRY CHRISTMAS, DEB